Keep your mind focused on actions and not reward . Selfless action is difficult and conflicting emotions bring turmoil into the mind. Its not me or I ,not my actions, but the free will of God, that gives me confidence to go on and believe in goodness even in despair. Meditation through mantras, rudraksha malas strung with stones and yantras help bring a focus to your intention.
Seven Chakras stone (amethyst, lapis, turquoise, green aventurine, yellow aventurine, red aventurine, and red jasper) in eastern spiritual traditions, are centers of life force, chi or vital energy. Chakras correspond to energy centers in the physical body.It helps to clear and balance the body’s key seven chakra,wearing this mala will help to remove any blockage in the flow of the current(energy) through the seven chakra.
Meditation through mantras,rudraksha malas strung with stones and yantras help bring a focus to your intention. The search for meaning to your actions and the results that follow are futile , this is what He intended, all you are is His method of deliverance.